Thursday, August 11, 2005
oh great. sean paul's we be burnin' is playing on the radio. I love how the song has a nice and catchy tune/beat to it. just the perfect timing to wake me up when I'm on the verge of dozing off, huh?
you may ask what I'm doing at this hour. what's left in store for me right now is to mug for the prelims and o' levels. then again, I'm getting a bit apprehensive of studying hard. yea, it sounds unusual. in any case, I've been getting relatively low marks for my tests albeit spending much time studying for a particular subject and vice versa. what's wrong? I really have no idea. perhaps this doesn't sound good at all since prelims are just exactly in a month's time and the o levels will follow right after. I just don't know what's the best way for me to study. darn, if only I could turn back time.
think the pressure is getting to me. no one's helping me except myself. I do not wish to sound too depressed though. I know there are lots of other depressed people besides myself. a primary school kid who'll be sitting for her PSLE has just called up 98.7FM, pouring all her thoughts on how the upcoming exams are putting too much pressure on her. relax kid, it's just the PSLE. if you fail, you can still do well in the next stage of life.
it may just be preliminary exams going on in a month but I still need to do well, don't I? I aim to go for the 3 months JC course so that I can get an idea of what JC life is like, and from there decide whether to continue or enter poly instead. but I don't think it'll be the latter since my mom's been bugging me to go JC when just a few months ago, she said that she would leave it to me to decide. sigh.
sigh.
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