Friday, November 26, 2004
This feeling just sucks. It's the holidays and yet I'm thinking of the untouched assignments and revisions that I promised myself to do. Next year is a crucial year. I know I've not been doing too well for the past 3 years. *Slaps myself around for playing a fool right from the start* I've told mom about my wish to go poly instead of JC. I did that despite realising she has been expecting me to be the first among my relatives to make it to JC. I know she thinks very highly of me and that I'm academically way better than her nieces and nephews.
But I guess it's a question of interest and security here. sigh.
